Jinxed!

So I sent out a bunch of resumes today. A few to some random English language schools or tutorial centers, but there was one that I'm particularly interested. The job is for an Assistant Development Manager position for the Hong Kong Arts Festival. I mean, I don't know if any of you understand how I feel about this... now, I'm not saying this is like the perfect dream job that most people would fantasize about, like making millions with donald trump, or finding a cure for cancer (or Alzheimer's), but I have always been very impressed with most of the acts that they bring in. I've been going to the festival for YEARS! I used to go with dad every year, then whenever I happened to be in HK while the festival was on, he never failed to take me to go see something good and interesting. Even before I moved back, that had always been my secret fantasy, is to work for them. Well, we shall see if they would even give me a call. Afterall, why should they, since NOBODY did!!! :( If only they even give me an interview, I can Make them like me! Dang it, I can make ANYBODY like me if i really wanted to!!!!!! :)

Okay, I think I have just jinxed myself now. So I'll just go away to my little corner and curl up in a fetal position...

But... before I do that... I am also worried about if I did actually get this job, this will be a full time position. To have a full time job and juggle mom, plus a non chinese speaking husband hanging out in the house could be tricky. Another major factor, how in the world am I gonna keep telling mom that, yeah, we're leaving soon. She's gonna know that I'm working if I'm out all day all the time. Well, I guess we'll cross that bridge when we come to it. 'Sides, since I've already jinxed myself, they're probably not gonna call me anyway.

Okay, where that dark corner of mine....